Manisha Koirala: “I Am Not Holding My Breath For Love Anymore”

The ethereal Manisha Koirala who will soon be seen playing the legendary Nargis in the legendary actress’ son Sanjay Dutt’s bio-pic entitled Sanju, says she is no longer looking for romantic love.

“Maybe the man-woman love is not destined to happen for me. Fine. I’d rather accept this sad truth of my life rather than fall into the wrong relationship again.I won’t allow any man to bring me down , ever. Whether it is my career or my personal life I can’t afford to make wrong moves at this stage when God has given me a second chance,” says Manisha who was pulled out of the jaws of death when she was detected with cancer.

“My world fell apart. But then the experience made me so much wiser and tolerant. It takes a life-threatening experience to make you realize the true value of life,” says the wiser older but still breathtakingly beautiful Koirala.

Significantly she plays a cancer patient in Sanju.

She says it wasn’t easy. “To live through the pain trauma and suffering again… it required a lot of inner strength to play Nargisji. But finally it was all worth it. Because Nargis was such an iconic figure.I’ve tried to capture her essence, the core of her being. Just looking like her, or combing my hair the way she did , is not enough. I had to understand her spirit , her soul. Just how much I’ve succeeded we’ll soon know.”

Manisha says she now spends a lot of time doing her homework for her roles. “This is new to me.I’ve always been a spontaneous actor. But for Sanju I did a lot of research on Nargisji.The film focuses on Nargis the doting mother who wanted to protect her son from the truth about her health until his first film was released. Unfortunately she passed away before her son debut film Rocky released. This really broke him.”

Apparently Manisha has gone on-record to say she has a brief role in Sanju.

She clarifies, “What I meant was , perhaps all the female actors have less to do than Ranbir Kapoor in Sanju. Ranbir plays Dutt and the film is about him.I wanted to work with Raj Kumar Hirani. I’ve been fortunate to work with some of the best filmmakers in the country,be it Sanjay Bhansali(Khamoshi), Mani Ratnam(Bombay, Dil Se), or Vidhu Vinod Chopra(1942: A love Story) who is the producer of Sanju.”

Manisha has signed one more film. “It’s called Prasthanam and it’s a remake of hit South Indian film. Sanjay Dutt is my co-star. Though my role is secondary it is very strong and makes a difference to the plot. At this juncture in my career I won’t just stand around doing nothing,”

She enjoys the process of catching up with a co-star. “Sanjay Dutt and I go back a long way. Like me he too has through a lot in life. We have done films like Feroz Khan’s Yalgaar together. In fact the other day we were missing Feroz Khan Saab’s presence in our midst. There was no one quite like him.”

Manisha feels the work that she does now will reflect her inner world. “I can’t just be doing all the films that come my way. There’s no urge to simply keep doing films to work. There is so much more to do, so many goals and dreams.”

She is currently working on her memoir. “That is 80 percent complete. I am co-authoring my experiences with a professional writer as I am not a professional writer. I needed someone to formulate and organize my thoughts. Hopefully the book will motivate cancer survivors and those who feel they’ve reached the end of their world.Every end is a new beginning.Today I feel I am starting all over again in life.”

Adopting a child is also on the cards. “But not right away. Not when I am so busy. I will bring home that child only when I know I can give or him all my time. There is no point in becoming a mother when your other duties in life pull you away in other directions.”

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