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Happy Birthday , Manoj Bajpayee



Manoj Bajpai

In his star-making vehicle Satya Manoj Bajpayee never looks into the eye of his ganglord Bhau (Govind Namdeo). “How can I? He picked me up from the streets gave me food and home. In our culture we talk to elders with our eyes lowered.”

That’s Manoj Bajpayee. Still a small-town boy from Bettiah in Bihar disbelieving about his suddenly-found stardom. But determined to hold it in his hands, nurture and nourish it until it (stardom) becomes substantial and self perpetuating.Stunning portraits of the negative forces that manoeuvre man’s nature in Satya and Kaun and three popular awards for his performance as the gangster Bhiku Mhatre in Satya did not dim his enthusiasm for serenading on the steep side of stardom.

He could have signed hordes of films after Satya, made precious millions to give his parents and siblings a comfortable life. Instead Manoj chose to reject most of the roles that were offered to him after Satya. “They were all variations on my character as Bhiku Mhatre. If there’s one thing that I won’t do, it’s repeat myself.”

Ram Gopal  Varma virtually gave Manoj a new lease of life. Mahesh Bhatt who introduced Manoj through television and then a small role as Paresh Rawal’s friend and confidante in the feature film Tamanna would never have allowed him to grow beyond a peripheral point. During the shooting of Verma’s ill-fated Daud the director kept staring at Manoj. Naturally the manly gaze made the small town boy uncomfortable.One day Ramu asked Manoj to come for a long walk with him. The ambitious actor complied suspiciously. Ramu told him about a film on the human side of gangsters that he wanted to make. Initially Ramu wanted Manoj to play the title role of Satya (which the Telugu star Chekravarthy eventually played). Later they both felt he could imbue a kinetic vigour to the role of Satya’s buddy Bhiku Mhatre.

The rest was history and hysteria.”In Daud I had a very small role, so I couldn’t interact with him much. But in Satya I encountered a new Ram Gopal Verma. I could see his passion and energy growing with every moment.”The important thing was to treat the character of Bhiku Mhatre as a human being who represented all the anti-social characters in our society. “I had to avoid making him a caricature. At the same time I had to make Bhiku Mhatre a prototype of the gangster. While trying to feel think and act like Bhiku Mhatre I couldn’t help being affected. Some part of Bhiku is now inside me permanently.”

Every role that Manoj plays alters him radically.  For an unknown actor who was trained under Barry John in Delhi stardom seems like an unbelievable leap into the unknown. Providentially Manoj hasn’t slipped and fallen in taking that leap. Since Satya was his seventh film Manoj wasn’t pushed into stardom overnight.

Satya gave his adrift career a sense of direction. “When I was going through my initial struggle I sometimes began to doubt my own abilities, “Manoj whispers softly recalling his early years in Mumbai when his first wife left him. She had seen him as a star on the Delhi stage and couldn’t bear to watch him start from scratch in Mumbai’s tinsel town.

“In Satya I was like a corpse being revived, the actor shudders.” All his years of training under the legendary Barry John seemed to evaporate in Mumbai where he was constantly criticised for his height,weight, lack of sex appeal, charisma… everything. Now the same mandarins of moviedom were  falling over each other to sign Manoj.He has nothing but praise for his drama teacher Barry John. “He’s one of the best theatre directors in Asia. He chiselled my abilities and changed me as a human being. He taught me how to look at others as human beings. He helped me to channel my frustrations and anger.”Manoj describes himself as a pathological actor. “I can’t survive without acting. If I don’t act for a week I become edgy, restless and moody.” During his childhood days in Bettiah, Manoj would enact scenes from his favourite films in his mind. Amitabh Bachchan, Sanjeev Kumar and later after Ek Duje Ke Liye, Kamal Haasan were his favourite actors.Little Manoj’s parents worried constantly about their son who seemed to be lost in his own world all the time. Today they are proud and happy about Manoj’s success.

When after  the release  of Satya he returned to Bettiah  to shoot with his crew for Shool the entire township clamoured around the locations shouting and cheering for their ‘Manoj Bhaiyya’ or ‘Manojwa’ as they affectionately address their prodigal son. Shooting on a railway station in Motihari with Raveena was like trying to hold back waves of surging emotions. It was an emotional homecoming for Manoj.

Another highly memorable moment occurred, when Manoj came face to face with his idol Amitabh Bachchan.That moment when Bachchan congratulated Manoj for Satya is frozen in the young actor’s mind. “I didn’t know what to do. The actor who had inspired me was standing in front of me and paying me compliments. I asked him if I could hug him. He agreed. We hugged each other.”

With Aligarh, Gali Guliyen and  Bhonsle Manoj  unknowingly completed  his trilogy on  loneliness. All  three films  had different levels  of challenge. “I grew so much   as an actor just by preparing for  these three  films  about  desolation. All of them were  thematically  similar but each was  a very different character,so no fixed yardstick could be used to play the  three characters”

Manoj  believes Aligarh  improved him  as an actor and a  person. “I approached the role in a way other actors wouldn’t have. I saw my character   as a literate Lata Mangeshkar fan rather than just a gay man. My whole focus  was  on  his insistence  on  his privacy and his  passion for whiskey and Lataji’s  voice. It was  a blissful spiritual journey. I never  wanted  to come out of  playing this  character in  Aligarh.  On the  hand  with  Gali  Guleiyen  I couldn’t wait to come out  of character. It was  the most  difficult role to play. It  was a  role that broke  me mentally. Like Shool  it demanded  an  extreme internalization . It meant  I had to forget  I  was married and had familial responsibilities.  I started  talking to myself  the  way the character  was shown doing. Such   was my  preparation  for  this role  that my  wife got worried  about me. On the 29th day of shooting I  went to  the director and  told the directors I couldn’t take the mental pressure.But we somehow finished in 33-34  days. I went too deep into the role  in this  film. I thought I’d lose my mind. But I had no other  option. It was the path that was necessary to pull  off that role. Gali Guleiyan had me in my most complex  and taxing role.

With   Bhonsle Manoj turned producer. “I  became producer  on this one  because no one was ready to produce  the  film. When the  director Devashish  Makhija  came to me with the offer we had  to hunt for  the  producer . They all feared  a backlash because of the film’s political  overtones. For  four years  Devashish kept  re-writing the script drafts.We had so  many meetings about  the film.In the meanwhile  he  made a  short film Tandav with me. But we’d keep coming  back to Bhonsle. The director  kept  coming up with new versions of  the  script.  From the first day  of shooting when    Devashish put me in  a crowd  of  70,000 people I  was ready for  the challenge. I spent   the whole  day  with the Ganpati processions on the streets without  the crowd knowing about it.

In Bhonsle Manoj  played   a man who goes all out to fight for what he  thinks is right. How far would you go to stand up for what he believes in ? “I have always stood up for what  I believe to  be right. But to me standing  up for what I believe  to be right  . My way  of  protest  is  not to go on  a dozen  channels. But I assert myself  in every sphere of  life. My  wife, daughter and I  correct  each another all the time. I try to do what  is right. How far would I go to fight for what I believe in?That’s hypothetical. But  if push comes to  shove, I’d go a very long way.The time to stand  up against injustice is  always  right. There are different ways of registering one’s protest. And   as long as you stand up for what you feel to  be right, it doesn’t matter when or where  it happens.

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